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Decisions, decisions, decisions.

We all have to make them, small ones on a fairly constant basis, large ones hopefully a little wider apart. They're the junctions of the world, where we choose to make our turnings, and if you joined all your decisions together, you'd see the shape of your life, or at least of those bits of your life you were responsible for.

As I've slowly grown more responsible (or possibly grown more aware of my responsibility), I've become more aware of and focussed on decisions. I found them to be fascinating insights into character - after all, what tells us more about a character than what they choose to do (or not to do). When running and playing games I became interested in the moral choices that people would make, in putting characters into situations where there either was no right answer, or where characters would come up with solutions the others would find abhorrent.

The same was also true of stories in other media - books, comics and films. I lost a lot of interest in stories without a moral dimension - ones where there were no interesting choices to make. I re-read the Narnia series and became disappointed that, as the series progressed, the characters went from making decisions that affected the outcome of events to being pushed from plot point to plot point, being educated at each stage rather than taking any actual part in events.

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Date: 2003-12-04 05:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yonmei.livejournal.com
Of course, how do you define "big decision"? I went with "decision that had biggest impact on my life" - the other possible decision would be "deciding to go to London for the lesbian march after my exams in 1985, and staying on an extra day to go to the Horizon B7 meeting on Sunday". But that decision was actually assisted by a decision my grandmother made sometime in the early 1970s, whereas the decision to go to the lesbian meeting was entirely my own and nothing but. You think I'm going to explain this? No. Life is complicated. All decisions impact on each other.

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