Yaaaaaaawn
Apr. 23rd, 2005 09:59 amWoke up this morning at 7:30am, which seems to be turning into a habit - and a most unwelcome one.
There was an
0olong and
diotina asleep in my living room, so I couldn't go check email there - thank goodness for PDAs and 3G phones, which _did_ allow me to check email. I've found a new mail program for my Palm, but I need to email them with a few suggestions before I actually spend money on it...
Now off into town with Ed to meet Erin and investigate kittens.
In other news I seem to have opened up a box I was keeping all sorts of emotional baggage in. The last couple of days have seen my emotions go up and down with alarming swings. One moment I feel great just being alive, half an hour later I'm hit by a memory of one of the awful things I've done (and there are a few, stretching back over the last 15 years or so) and feel miserable. Plenty of things to think about, and in general I think it's good that I'm now actually dealing with all these things rather than them festering away wherever they were. Just expect erraticness for the next while.
There was an
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Now off into town with Ed to meet Erin and investigate kittens.
In other news I seem to have opened up a box I was keeping all sorts of emotional baggage in. The last couple of days have seen my emotions go up and down with alarming swings. One moment I feel great just being alive, half an hour later I'm hit by a memory of one of the awful things I've done (and there are a few, stretching back over the last 15 years or so) and feel miserable. Plenty of things to think about, and in general I think it's good that I'm now actually dealing with all these things rather than them festering away wherever they were. Just expect erraticness for the next while.