Yaaaaaaawn

[andrewducker]

Woke up this morning at 7:30am, which seems to be turning into a habit - and a most unwelcome one.

There was an 0olong and diotina asleep in my living room, so I couldn't go check email there - thank goodness for PDAs and 3G phones, which _did_ allow me to check email.  I've found a new mail program for my Palm, but I need to email them with a few suggestions before I actually spend money on it...

Now off into town with Ed to meet Erin and investigate kittens.

In other news I seem to have opened up a box I was keeping all sorts of emotional baggage in.  The last couple of days have seen my emotions go up and down with alarming swings.  One moment I feel great just being alive, half an hour later I'm hit by a memory of one of the awful things I've done (and there are a few, stretching back over the last 15 years or so) and feel miserable.  Plenty of things to think about, and in general I think it's good that I'm now actually dealing with all these things rather than them festering away wherever they were.  Just expect erraticness for the next while.

Comments

[themongkey.livejournal.com]

Sounds like you have The Fear (http://www.whatisthefear.com/)

[lilitufire.livejournal.com]

I concur, dealing with emotional baggage is definitely better than letting it fester, but I recognise the process of dealing isn't exactly fun. Good luck with it! *hugs*

[azalemeth.livejournal.com]

7:30 am starts? Owch....

[octopoid-horror.livejournal.com]

Dude, I, like, totally know what you did last summer.

Dude. And if this was, like, a horror movie, I'd totally be freaking out because dude, it'd be that weird creepy guy. Now let's listen to ska-punk s hit and wear clothes from Gap.