The folly of youth.
Jun. 6th, 2008 04:58 pmI used to be different. I used to believe that there was a moral truth out there. Hell, I used to believe I was _right_ and that given enough time I could bloody well prove it.
I'd been involved in a lot of arguments, both on and offline, about Right behaviour. This is a topic that's always fascinated me, and I became obsessed with it after I spent a year-or-so moderating an extropian mailing list, full of particularly rabid libertarians that equated any kind of government with a full-on totalitarian state. I strongly disagreed, and was, as I said, sure that given the time and the tools I could prove that they were wrong and I was right.
Attempting to prove them wrong was both the biggest waste of my time possible, and an incredibly enlightening period of time, as I slowly proved to myself that the idea of absolute morals, correct behaviours, etc. was not just nonsense but utterly incoherent and indefinable.
I still believe in the truth when it comes to actual reality, of course - although I'm completely aware that my access to that reality is crippled, partial and overlaid with huge amounts of social, biological and physical illusions. But I have no such beliefs when it comes to morality.
And that's what happened when I was 22.

I'd been involved in a lot of arguments, both on and offline, about Right behaviour. This is a topic that's always fascinated me, and I became obsessed with it after I spent a year-or-so moderating an extropian mailing list, full of particularly rabid libertarians that equated any kind of government with a full-on totalitarian state. I strongly disagreed, and was, as I said, sure that given the time and the tools I could prove that they were wrong and I was right.
Attempting to prove them wrong was both the biggest waste of my time possible, and an incredibly enlightening period of time, as I slowly proved to myself that the idea of absolute morals, correct behaviours, etc. was not just nonsense but utterly incoherent and indefinable.
I still believe in the truth when it comes to actual reality, of course - although I'm completely aware that my access to that reality is crippled, partial and overlaid with huge amounts of social, biological and physical illusions. But I have no such beliefs when it comes to morality.
And that's what happened when I was 22.
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Date: 2008-06-06 05:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-06-06 06:54 pm (UTC)There, now that's over and done with we can carry on with the argument. Now, it was the five-minute argument you asked for, wasn't it? ;)
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Date: 2008-06-06 07:52 pm (UTC)On the other hand, I believe I'm right but have precisely zero desire to prove this to anyone. Trying to prove things that you consider self-evident is generally not time well spent.
Surely moderating a list full of people like that would be somewhat problematic, given the attitude they would surely have to any moderation?
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Date: 2008-06-06 07:55 pm (UTC)Mailing list moderators are as bad as Hitler.
Edit: Beaten!
Fake Edit: Just like Hitler!
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Date: 2008-06-06 08:08 pm (UTC)Indeed.
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Date: 2008-06-06 08:11 pm (UTC)Indeed.
Learning experience though.
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Date: 2008-06-06 08:12 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-06-06 09:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-06-06 09:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-06-07 08:51 am (UTC)http://andrewducker.livejournal.com/1435289.html
is a wikipedia loop :->
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Date: 2008-06-07 09:07 am (UTC)