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andrewducker) wrote2005-04-23 09:59 am
andrewducker) wrote2005-04-23 09:59 am
Yaaaaaaawn
Woke up this morning at 7:30am, which seems to be turning into a habit - and a most unwelcome one.
There was an![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
0olong and diotina asleep in my living room, so I couldn't go check email there - thank goodness for PDAs and 3G phones, which _did_ allow me to check email. I've found a new mail program for my Palm, but I need to email them with a few suggestions before I actually spend money on it...
Now off into town with Ed to meet Erin and investigate kittens.
In other news I seem to have opened up a box I was keeping all sorts of emotional baggage in. The last couple of days have seen my emotions go up and down with alarming swings. One moment I feel great just being alive, half an hour later I'm hit by a memory of one of the awful things I've done (and there are a few, stretching back over the last 15 years or so) and feel miserable. Plenty of things to think about, and in general I think it's good that I'm now actually dealing with all these things rather than them festering away wherever they were. Just expect erraticness for the next while.
There was an
0olong and diotina asleep in my living room, so I couldn't go check email there - thank goodness for PDAs and 3G phones, which _did_ allow me to check email. I've found a new mail program for my Palm, but I need to email them with a few suggestions before I actually spend money on it...Now off into town with Ed to meet Erin and investigate kittens.
In other news I seem to have opened up a box I was keeping all sorts of emotional baggage in. The last couple of days have seen my emotions go up and down with alarming swings. One moment I feel great just being alive, half an hour later I'm hit by a memory of one of the awful things I've done (and there are a few, stretching back over the last 15 years or so) and feel miserable. Plenty of things to think about, and in general I think it's good that I'm now actually dealing with all these things rather than them festering away wherever they were. Just expect erraticness for the next while.
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Dude. And if this was, like, a horror movie, I'd totally be freaking out because dude, it'd be that weird creepy guy. Now let's listen to ska-punk s hit and wear clothes from Gap.