Rollick made me do it

[andrewducker]

Who: Male, 30, Developer

Where: Edinburgh

Doing What: Working for Standard Life, gaming occasionally, writing occasionally, p[rogramming occasionally. Still uncommonly stressed over moving house, despite having actually, y'know, finished doing it.

Alignments: Libertarian Socialist with liberal leanings. Lazy.

Tastes: Many kinds of music from Dido to Coptic Rain via Metallic, Pink Floyd, U2, Depeche Mode, Nine Inch Nails and Dire Straits. Films that surprise me. Books that make me think. Dancing in the dark. Long walks up hills. Psychotropic chemicals. Pretending to be people I'm not. Being challenged.

Distastes: Alcohol, lies, hypocrisy, absolutists.

Niggling little details: 3 relationships, one ongoing for 19 months so far. One cat. One broadband connection. One complete Babylon 5 collection. Huge numbers of comics, books and videos. No intention of having kids. too much apathy.

Lifelong bêtes noire: The aforementioned apathy.

I wanna: Get my arse in gear. Find something I care about.

Comments

[andrewducker]

Anyway effort is overrated. Life isn't FOR anything. It just IS. There is no final score. Staying in the game is the default option. Do what you can be arsed to do when you can be arsed and live with the results.

The problem is that I'm happier when I'm achieving things than when I'm not....

[allorin.livejournal.com]

Define achievement, bub. From where I stand, you're doing OK. Maybe it's like we were discussing the other day - people who think more are satisfied less. Hence your prediliction for certain mind-altering substances. Christ knows, I wish I could stop thinking for even a hour....